I can;t believe it has been so long since I posted. I have moved to a new apartment which i LOVE! i have space, and room, and the ceilings aren't so low that they're cavelike like my old apartment was. My new one is great!

I love my new job. It is tech support and I am having a lot of fun learning new things and helping people fix things. It's a perfect environment for me. I am on a terrible schedule right now though. I am working 5 am to 2 pm. I love getting off work at 2 pm, but i HATE going in at 5! Starting next Sunday i go to my regular shift which will be 5 om to 2 am. That isn;t going to be great either, but it might make findgin classes for school easier. And I get an extra 10% on my paycheck for my shift ending after midnight so that's a bonus!

I have hung out with my ex who is one of my best friends and his new girl who I am not sure will ever be a friend. That's a weird situation. We hung out twice this week going to dinner and a comedy show both times. I had a great time, but things are still a little awkward so I don't know if a real friendship between us will ever take. But it might be the only way I ever get to see him because he is seldom away from her. She has taken my old place in a lot of things, as it SHOULD be. But it makes my time with him very limited. So I am trying to get along with both of them so he and i can remain friends. And she is ok, I think in different circumstances we would get along really well. It is just this is a little awkward. We'll see where it goes though. Last night she and I walked the leftovers back to the cars and I tried to have a conversation with her. Asked her how her job was, and how she liked it having moved here not that long ago. but the whole conversation seemed really forced. Hopefully it will all be more natural one day.

My 3 month eharmony membership ran out and nothing happened with it at all. I think maybe I will just quit looking for a while. Concentrate on school. Speaking of which, my first semester back is complete. YAY! I filled out my FAFSA for next year and because of the money I made last year my expected contribution towards my education is 9,000.00. So I don;t qualify for any grants or aid other than loans. It really makes me wonder how they figure that number out because I don't make very much money and there is NO WAY I have a spare 9 grand a year to put into my education. So loans it is!